the newest member of my family..

Her birth day was September 13, 2009! Let's all welcome little Lindsey

Haute Video Shoot!

Well-o-wellio,
Today was day 1 of my video shoot. It wad really exciting + we were able to accomplish so much in such a very short time. It was both thrilling and exciting at the same time. I am super exhausted but still riding high from the experience.
There is something grand about living your purpose. When you do what you love, work just does not =work. It is truly something other-worldly for me. When I am workin creatively-i love it!!!

I encourage you all to do what you love, because then and only THEn will you LOVE what you do!

My new look!

I have decided to change my hair...yet again...It always funny to hear people's response....Why is it that when some people really don't know what to say-they don't just keep quiet?!?!

eh-well..i am a blondie,auburn,brown head...

My mom has been a Blondie most of my life, so maybe that's my influence....not sure-but i like it (now), so I'll experience it (for now)..

wow, my HS truth...

i just saw a video from my highschool senior picnic and I remembered how much i hated HS...

Most people do not know this fact. I appeared to be very popular.. I was a cheerleader, in choir(ofcourse), theatre, advanced IB classes...but i was miserable.

I actually graduated 1 year earlier because I really hated it that much.. I was tortured! People would talk about me behind my back and in my face..they would say really mean things as i walked down the hallways..it was tough. As a result i have very few happy HS memories.

In a very strange way it made me stronger and prepared me for my life as an emerging performer..It is sometimes hard to expose yourself through your own music.. It isn't always easy to keep a smile on your face if you are in front of a tough audience.....

well honestly, HS prepared me for alot of those embarrassing moments. i remember being humiliated at my HS fashion show. The entire school was there and they all laughed when the girl in the show put her hand in my face as I made my grand entrance..I was humiliated!

But every time something like that happened, I would go home and my mom wold tell me to "turn the other cheek". She would always encourage me to be the "bigger" person. I guess those lessons stuck..

I try not to carry emotional luggage, because the road i am traveling has so many twists + turns-that luggage would just slow ME down...

i don't say things like thank you to haters because i don't see them as such. i believe everyone has the right to their own opinions-even if they are "anti-lindsey". I protect every one's freedom to express..

so i felt the need to share.....i don't know why i am more comfortable sharing here...but its MY blog-so there it is......

I have posted the video..so as you watch(notice how I am completely isolated. Standing alone was by design-no accident)..http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000071701054&v=info&viewas=520255293#/video/video.php?v=113764451916&ref=mf

I see you... Have you seen your self lately?

Right now I am super focused on my goals..can't you tell?! what about you? Remember the "prize" is not the prize.. The prize is the Journey!

gotta get better at posting!!

wow!! i haven't posted in a long time.. things are going super well.... I hav ehad a few great meetings with some great minds.. People are getting behind my music,and my other creative projects... its kind of crazy... but it is awesome how good people are sent to you...

Living in DC ia a beautiful thing.. ALthought its not my last stop..its a good stop!

Pres.Obama: lindsey
Lindsey: yes Mr. president?
Pres obama: welcome home -again
Lindsey: Thanks Mr. pres, its good to be home!..oh uh-anytime you need me to come back + sing for you again-i would be happy to.....
Pres. Obama: Great, I will keep that in mind!

life!

Truly

Wow! I have really been thinking about mistakes that I have made. I'm looking forward to getting things rt this time. I have pain, but no regrets. I love

What a hypocritical day....

So, I am working on several different projects rt now... I am a little neurotic + the PTSD or Depression or Creative Block or boogie man or(whatever label you wanna give it)had me so dis-interested that in recovery i have to keep irons in the fire-to keep it lit....

in-ee-way,

I had a great girlfriend + fellow "Artist Way" participant text me and tell me how my light shines so bright. She even said she was thankful for that... I was so inspired to hear her say that because we are on two different sides of the country, and I figured it must be a really bright light(you know if SHE could see it).

Then, maybe 20 minutes later- an old friend called from another great distance to tell me how much we are not going to be friends... I was basically told to beat it..

HHHHhhhhMMMMmmmmm.....

So AM I bright? OR Should I beat it??

1 of bestest girfriends JO says, "It all depends on who you ask!"


so let that be comfort for you in your dark times.. When people try to alienate you, and make you feel vexed with their opinions of Y-O-U... Just remember

-don't get upset
-don't eat all the ice cream
-don't spend everything you have on the video game system

just simply...

(in my loudest screaming voice)
ASK SOMEBODY ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!

damanged goods

I know I am super talented, smart, creative, loving, determined-but sometimes i feel like damaged goods...can anybody relate???? nope? Guess its just me

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